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A FINAL NOTE

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A FINAL NOTE!!! Hi, I’m Kelly. Over the years, I’ve seen people who rape has affected in all areas of their lives and it affects them so much that positive outlook to life is impossible. These people turn to various vices in order to feel loved as they can’t seem to find love anywhere. Some hide it inside them and it eats them up slowly. I don’t really know how it feels but I am sure it’s a terrible experience. It a horrible horrible one for you but you don’t need to face it alone. You could send an email to kellypraise39@yahoo.com and you could call the ever available line, Jesus. Believe me,that line always works. And I just wanna tell you one last thing; YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL YOU ARE IMPORTANT YOU ARE KIND
3 rd and final part of “but I was just 14. Aunty ini lived in the heart of Calabar that was where all the activity took place. She was so happy to see me and was very hospitable. Her house was very big and she looked very wealthy unlike how she was in primary school. I found out that she went back to the university after she left my primary school to get a degree in medicine. She was now a medical doctor at an international hospital with a branch in Calabar. One day, she came into my room and hugged me for about 5 minutes without letting me go. She said it wasn’t my fault that any of that happened. She told me that sometimes, bad things happen to good people and those good people have no control over those circumstances. She hugged me and we both cried. I was relieved. I felt better. That was the first time since the incident I felt loved and not worthless. That was all I needed to hear. I wanted to hear that it didn’t happen to me because I was a bad person. I wanted to hear
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This is a continuation from yesterdays story “but I was just 14”. After the tests, I sat at the reception with my mother. All through, I didn’t say a word. It was just mother that was sobbing and saying things like “Olorun, bawo lo se ma fin mi ni omobinrin eleyi?” (Meaning dear God, why would you give me a daughter like this). People coming in and going out of the hospital kept looking at mother and at that moment, I was glad I didn’t sit close to her. The doctor came out with a few sheets of paper in her hand and called us into her office. She started by saying I was clean and free from any disease and infection that usually accompanies sexual intercourse. When she started talking about anti natal care and how a teenager can
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BUT I WAS JUST 14 I was just fourteen and he was supposed to be my best friend cried Tolu. At that age, what we were supposed to be taking from each other was maybe money or novels or something teenagers playfully take from themselvesbut he took away everything from me because according to mother, a guy takes away everything when he takes away your innocence. I have always enjoyed having older friends and Rotimi was 18. I remember coming home from Rotimi’s house that day as It was my turn to visit that Thursday. It was raining but I didn’t care. I was oblivious to everything around me. There were blood stains all over my dress. I couldn’t even shed a tear. You know that kind of sadness where you can’t show any emotion but to open your eyes? Yeah, that was it. Mother was sitting outside grinding beans
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Hey guys!! Im totally sorry for being away for such a long time!!! But im back and im back with plenty things packaged for u! enjoy!                                                                 With love,                                                                   Kehlee.